Friday, October 29, 2010

Learning is still in progress!

Well, can't believe it's coming to the end of the semester.. Next year will be the second sem of my third year in uni.. Time really flies.. Lots of thing happened within this one sem.. I learned a lot, not only in my study field, but also about life.. Love, friendship, trust, money, blahblahblahh..

Everything seems complicated at a certain point, but if I turn it around and look from a different view, it's not that complicated afterall.. I can say this sem was the saddest period I've ever been, but at the same time, it was also the happiest one.. I learned more about myself.. Discovering the best and, oh well, the worst in me perhaps..

I learned to be happier, I learned to be selfish sometimes, I learned to ignore unnecessary things, I learned not to put too much trust on others, and I learned that most of the time, sharing is the best medicine.. The best lesson is what I learned about people around me.. Not only I have learned that people can change, but I have also learned that certain people can't change.. They are just too comfy being who they are.. I guess it's just that this is who we are, we only change if we want to do so.. I've changed..a lot..for good I hope.. Hahahaa..

So, I learned to put a lil bit of space between me and people around me, well, maybe not everyone but most of them.. I still find it is very hard to trust people with all my heart, maybe because I don't trust myself that much too.. I do hope, at the end of the day, I learned my lesson well, and become a stronger and better person in the future.. For I strongly believe that no matter what happens, it happens for a reason..reasons perhaps!

By the way, my learning is still in progress!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

New Title for My Blog!

I have re-named my blog.. "Pursuits of Happiness"...hmm.. I guess that sounds much better.. It explains everything I am sharing with you here.. My journey of life..

Well, I guess everyone wants the same thing too...happiness.. But, again, I guess, different people have different perception on happiness.. I heard people telling me again n again,"For once in your life, do be selfish for your own good, think about yourself, don't sacrifice yourself n your happiness for someone else's"..

God knows.. Whatever i did, i did what i think the best, not for me alone, but for everyone, even though it doesn't seem to be that way to certain people, one day, i hope they will understand.. Maybe that's how I find my happiness.. Perhaps it's true that I don't have to sacrifice everything for other people.. But it is also true that I have to face the consequences for not doing so..

This, for me, is the beauty of life.. One road leads to another, never ending story I suppose.. So, I'll just hold on tight till my journey ends one day..