Oh great!

Wahaha...Today, almost everything was totally out of order. 

Happy moment: I nicely packed my breakfast in a plastic this morning and left my 'house' earlier than usual so that I can eat before the class starts.

Disappointment: I left the breakfast. Stupid me. -big sigh-

Not to mention the Syllabus Design mid-term which I think I screwed quite well. I woke up early morning, learned something but most of the questions doesn't include what I learnt.

--great-- 

My after class plan earlier was:: come back from class, have a nice comfy sleep till 5 or 6 pm..wake up,bath,cook n do my Semantics tutorial.

What I did :: ended-up re-arranging the clothes in the cupboard, unpacking my stuffs from the boxes (5-6 boxes) which I brought from my previous room yesterday (n it took my whole afternoon), blogging.LOL.no one force me to do so, but, I guess it's just how I am. I can't stand looking at tasks undone (excluding my assignments-LOL.), hati tak senang selagi tak buat. wahahahhh...

--serve me right--

There goes my sleeping@nap time which I've been looking forward since I woke up in the morning.-sigh-

Now I'm wondering whether I should start doing my semantics tutorial now or tomorrow.

-bleh-

Thank God for the Littlest Things in Life!

Heyaa! I'm posting for the second time today! I've edited my blog, so hope u enjoy the new layout. Hrm..remember when I told u in my previous post "Life's not fair" bout how I wish my bf's business plan to work out..bout the kickstart part n all? Huhuuu...believe me or not, the next day after I posted those, my bf got a call from the bank whereby they want to give him a personal loan. Praise the Lord! --perhaps God read my blog and decided to help-- Thank God,You're awesome! =P Hopefully things will work out n he manage to take the loan, work out his business plan n succeed! And, hopefully on his way there, he'll never forget to thank God in everything..

I am thankful for those littlest things that makes my life..for bad times that makes me stronger n certainly for the good times n wonderful people around me..my family..even though we are far from each other, we still keep in touch(thanks to YM n fb specially!!) Love within family will never fade. :P.. My friends, I have such a small number of true friends, but I guess quality is more important than quantity! My teachers.. And of course, my beloved bf..Thanks to him who's always there to support me, for correcting me when I'm wrong, for being so crazy that u made me smile even when u were not there next to me, for being the shoulder for me to cry on, for shading my tears, for accepting me for who I am, for being so patient with my nonsense, even for making me angry n then comfort me, blah blah blah.. I guess that's how it is suppose to be.. Give n take. Accepting your partner for who he/she is..not forcing him/her to be who he/she's not..the changes is up to the individuals..to change for good is totally different from the changes to satisfy your partner's needs. And that's totally wrong! True love will never go beyond happiness. You just became perfect automatically without you or your partner doing unnecessary sacrifices. Like what people always says, if your partner really love you, he/she will accept you for who u are n will change to be a better person@partner not because being told to do so but because acknowledging that it's for the best. Will share more of my thoughts bout relationship in the next post! For now, let's give thank to God for giving us life!

--cheers--

My Nonsense

Good day fellas! Today I woke up really late. 1245pm to be exact. -giggles- It's not that I always wake up early everyday anyway. I'm not one of those early birds that wake up early everyday even though there's nothing to do. Call me lazy, yeah, I guess I am. If it's my holiday or weekends or weekdays without early morning class, I prefer to wake up when I want to do so. I won't force myself to wake up. lol. I enjoy my sleep in my comfy little room. Plus, when I wake up, there'll be no one around me to talk to or to disturb. :D After all, it all depends on my mood. =)

So, I'm going through my days, acknowledging that next week will be packed with assignments, mid-terms n coming presentation if I don't start doing any now! Yeah, you guess it right, yet, I'm still procrastinating. As what I wrote earlier, it all depends on my mood, when I feel like doing something, I will, n vice versa. Even though the vice versa doesn't come as often as the first. -lol- Hrm.. I should start studying today.

Anyway, actually I have nothing in mind to share with u now, just writing craps here now, so, sorry if it annoys u or such a waste of time. I'll post a better one later. Chaos! ^,^v

-Life's NOT fair-

Pheww.. this year is a quite stressful year for me..even though it just started. For the past 2 months (n looks like I'm going to stay in the same situation in the coming month(s)), I've been financially unstable. What an announcement. -sob- I moved from my previous room to another one due to the reason that the owner of the house refused to rent out their house to anyone anymore. Oh that's fine but ridiculously they gave us less than one month to move out. -damn- The worries of not being able to find a room ended when we found our room now, not far from where we last stayed. It costs me more than RM1000 for everything.. The rent, deposits, bed n mattress and kitchen utilities. Thanks to dad, mum n sis for the money.. I owe u all a lot...-hugs- I promised myself that I will pay u guys back once I start working.

Talking about work..it reminds me of my bf's experience as a worker. I know he hates the job so freaking much but he hold on to it only for the sake of the salary which can be considered as quite good. Good enough for a student. I never like his job at the first place. Not only he has to deal with the workloads that requires him to stay at the office even though it's already past working hour (6pm..7pm..8pm..9pm..10pm..), he also has to deal with the boss personal 'business' such as helping him to pay the tickets, pay the house bills(!!!) blah3.. Crappy job,fine. But, crappy colleagues that only know how to be 'boss's fave' is totally not fine. Proof? Not one, not two, but quite a number of her colleagues quited their job because they couldn't stand her being so bossy and no one really knows what she did to 'cover the boss's eyes' from reality. I guess it's true that some people will do anything..i mean ANYTHING to get what they want. So, don't blame others for the rumors. Been waiting and waiting and waiting for my bf to quit his job. I know in his position now, it's ain't easy to find other job with good salary but life and happiness is important too,ain't it? So far, I can conclude that money is not everything. He works his ass off to get money but depressed almost all the time. Common line which I also heard often from my sis n some of my working friends--"Working = No life"--. Seriously? If it's too bad that u can't bear it any longer, then, just quit the 'eFFing' job n find others than can give u even a lil bit of space to live your life. I'm pretty sure, with your abilities, the current company isn't the only one in the world that needs u. Don't wait till u go nuts. It will be too late by then. As for my bf, I hope that your business plan will work out well. Your plan have the potential to succeed, just hope things will work out for the kickstart part! Nothing much I can do to help but you'll always have my prayers with you. -xoxo-

It really makes me wonder sometimes why life is so unfair. That certain people are born in a wealthy family, they get the opportunity to further their study, waste their parents money and so on. Somehow, in the other hand, some people are born disable, in a poor or lower-class family that they don't have any chance to do anything. Who is there to be blamed? Why is it that everyone doesn't get the same chance in life at the first place then only after that it is up to them to pick their own path to their own future. If this is the case, world would be a better place for everyone, right? Hrmm.. Life is full with such things. Hopefully God will help those in need out there..