Wish upon the star...

Damn miss that idiot! 

Haihhh..can't express how I feel coz don't think u'll understand unless u've been or were in or are in my situation..

worried bout the future if this is how I will still be by then..

-BIG sighs-

 i know i know...no point worrying bout the future..just can't help myself..

Anyway,wish upon the star so that time flies by faster then I'll get to see him very soon! 

Can't wait..dear God, help me.. :( wish he knows how I feel...

Today...

Haihh...penatnya hari ni..went for the dance practice,everything was good,happy that all my dancers can catch up well..just need to polish, kasi seragam, then mantap sudah(amen!)..proud of them, baru 3 kali practice sudah cun. Huhuu..hope I didn't push them too much or not sensitive enough to their troubles.. :( Anyway, I'm satisfied. Salute them~ :)

~~p/s:I miss him. Pray he'll get well soon~~ 

Sigh...

.stressful month.

damn lot of things waiting to be done..

can't wait for this month to end.

Dear God, help me..

-BIG sigh-

New and improved!

I can feel it in my veins that I am no longer the old me. 

Perhaps, after the whole broke-up thingy wit my prev bf, I learned to be more mature in making decision.. I learned to be stronger in life and never give up, and I also learned to focus on what's important and what's not. 

Certainly, I'm also who I am now because of my love one, who helped me a lot, who shows me love, who taught me (implicitly) that nothing is impossible in this world. -hugs- That I can make my own choice and be happy with it.I learned to act and not to keep everything to myself. I learned to speak my words, became more cheerful and most of all, became more confident with myself. I learned to speak my rights, neglect unnecessary things and love unconditionally.
Let us together learn to love unconditionally, like Jesus!

--XOXO--

Awesome!

First practice and we managed to finish the steps. Even though banyak step pikir on the spot. Hahahh.. Thanks and congrats to Ally, Bell n Fell! You guys are awesome! Pardon me for my confuse self. BIasala tu.. Hahahhaaa... Anyway, you guys did great and looking forward for our polishing practice! Walaupun blakang,kaki, pinggang and semuanya sakit sakit but puas hati. Kepuasan itu penting.. Hakhakk.. :P

--Cheers--

Just dance!

Listened to traditional songs in my lappy really wasn't a good idea. Dah dengar, penat pula menahan keinginan yang membuak-buak untuk menari tarian tradisional, tambahan lagi TESL Night coming soon. Dang! So, atas ketidakupayaan menahan diri, I picked my phone n called Fel, my friend, coursemate, who's also a dancer. A good one! Persuaded her to think bout the idea of performing for TESL night and she said she'll think about it n put d blame on me for making her feel the same way as I do. Hahhahaa...sorry Fel. Then, less than 2 minutes, she called me back and said, "Let's do it!" Hahahhahaa...yeah! Let's see how things goes!

-- :D --

--What The Hell--

All my life I've been good but now I'm thinking what the hell--

all I want is to mess around and I don't really care about--

if you love me, if u hate me,

u can't save me baby baby...

all my life I've been good but now what the hell--!

--catchy song.LOL--

My New Fave Drink!

Another mid-term today n I started my revision an hour before. Yesterday I didn't really do anything, woke up quite late due to the late night outing the day before. So, i just managed to  finish my assignment for syllabus design course. The mid-term was so-so, not that I went to the hall fully prepared, I would be so screwed if the questions were subjective questions.

The outing was great. The plan was, my bf n I'll go out for dinner before we meet his friends. So, we went out for dinner in KK Upperstar. We saw G and the other two girls eating there (can't believe we actually picked d same restaurant), so, we joined them. I ordered "Penne Chicken" and "Kahlua". My first time drinking this coffee liqueur coz I'm not really into liqueur drinks since the last one I tried, margarita, is certainly not my favorite. Anyway, the Kahlua that I tried has a quite strong mix, very sweet and I can feel the warm feeling of the liqueur going down my throat. Served in a small glass with a big straw (the straw we usually use to drink pearl tea) costs nearly rm20. Worth the try. Can feel the effect even after few sips!

Then, we went to BED, and I had 2 glasses of Baileys. I fell in love with Baileys on the first sip. Served in a small quantity, I finished it fast because I love the taste of it's chocolate malt. Reminds me of the chocolate malt given to kids for RMT during school time. I can hardly taste the liqueur. So, I ordered another one and it became my new fave! It's always fun to try new things!

^.^v

Semantics applied!

Entailment:

a) I do get jealous easily.

b) I am possessive.

So, if a is true, b is also true. 

Waahahaaa.. I managed to apply what I learnt in Semantics!

I just can't stop myself from being so. Unhappy with that?? It's not my problem. Oh well, btw, it's my prerogative.

The question whether it is a good thing or bad thing depends on the situation and my mood. So, don't mess!

-Muahahahhahaahahahahhahahaha-

-gerigitan mode ON-

--ggrrrrrrrrr--